Is 4’11 a horrible height( Pls read description first)

I know that in this day and age more females are wanting to be short because it’s cute or whatever(I’ve never rlly felt like that). I feel bad for the taller girl sometimes because even though they’re gorgeous sometimes a guy won’t pick just because of a damn number. But anyways, I’ve always hated my height. I’m the oldest sibling and my 12 year old sister is taller than me. And if I gain weight it’s so obvious because there’s little room to distribute it. So I guess i’m actually asking for people to give me validation or other short girls to put how they feel idk. But yeah.