Baby fever 👶😩😍

Lately most of my friends and people I know are pregnant and have been announcing they're pregnancies; sharing their happiness and ugh I just get so fkn jealous which I don't understand why because I took care of my siblings at such young age which made me never want to have kids of my own, I have no patience whatsoever when it comes to kids it's like I ended up traumatized b/cuz of them lol. Yet when I see cute baby clothes or the thought of celebrating their birthdays makes me want to have one ASAP, I just want to spoil,  love them and treat them how I'd wish my parents would have done with me. Even by typing this I want babies, I want twins (boys) 😩😍