Addicted to attention?

Sorry if this sounds crazy dumb or like a dumb thing to worry about.. I am 17 years old, is it normal to love attention? Like I dated a guy for a year a bit ago who gave me none and it was toxic and I slipped up and hurt him and ended it. After that I talked to a few men, who wanted to use me but I went out with, I never gave in. I find myself loving the attention, I am a virgin, and don’t engage in many sexual acts. I just like the companionship and compliments from these people I meet, but never wanna give in. When people like me I overthink that they will get bored of me and end it out of panic, as I’m young and have never been in love. I just wanna be happy and stress free. When I was a lil younger I sent many nudes to people because I liked the validation but haven’t done that much lately, I am aware of the dangers of it. But I feel bad if I talk to more than one man at once, but soemtimes end up doing so then panicking and leaving. Latley I’ve been spending less time on my phone and with family, turning off notifications most things, and deleting numbers and toxic people off of snap. I wanna get better and not feel like this forever. I wanna be happy, is this normal? What should I do?