Should I test (I don't want to get my hopes up)

I'm currently 13DPO. Aunt Flo is due tomorrow. I just went to pee and when I wiped, I had very little blood. It was brownish pink. Almost a rusty color. My first thought was implantation bleeding. But, then, last month the same thing happened l at 12DPO. Only difference was that the bleeding then was more pink. I got my period that same day. When that happened, I spent a good amount of time just crying in the bathroom and I was sad for days. I want to test again, but I don't want to get my hopes up either.