Problems buying clothes

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So, I stopped buying clothes to look good or to boost my confidence probably about 7 years ago, mostly because they never fit right, even large and then extra large is too big so I pretty much just wear t shirts and jeans. I’m 5’8.5 and 180 lbs, not the perfect body type at all. But anything my bust is ALWAYS too big (im a 36C) or my torso is to long. Just seems like to actually look good its like too bad for you clothes are made for women that are 5’5-5’6 and weigh 100-150 like shit id shop at torrid but I’m not anywhere near that either so wtf. Just frustrating. Any taller women here that know where to actually shop?