So today my boyfriend got off work and signed up for the Marines. Honestly I Dont know how to feel because I dont want him to leave they told him that he'd have to leave in October or December for the 3-4 month training and I'm due October 14th. I'm scared I dont want him to go. Last year his plan was to graduate and join the military because I was pregnant with our son but when we lost him he stayed and we took care of each other. I know I'd have both of our families but nobody can make me happy like him and I dont want him missing that much of our baby girls life in the beginning and honestly dont know if I could do it alone(without him). I told him I dont want him to go and his response was "I dont wanna keep struggling". I understand but still he my other half he makes me happy to wake up every morning beside him and even in our downs I cant imagine life without. I just dont know if I could handle it😭