Initial testing came back positive for down syndrome so they are sending me for the Maternity 21 test to confirm or deny. I just dont think I would be as good a mother to a child that has different needs. I dont even know how to feel. I dont want a kid to have to grow up with a mom that isnt what they need. They said the ultrasound looked fine but the blood testing triggered a need for further testing. I just dont know what to think.