12 dpi, Af due in 2 days. Anxiety is sky high


So I’ve managed to not obsess or test this cycle. However, now that I’m 12 dpi my anxiety Is back with a vengeance. I have pretty much no more symptoms. At 9 dpo I was cramping and had really sore breasts. Now, the cramping is gone and my boobs feel fine. This saddens me, makes me feel like the progesterone in going down and af will be here soon. Looking for a cycle buddy for the next few days that will actually reply. Hope you ladies are doing well !