Hey,

I'm posting this anonymously because its alot. Basically my partner this past week or so has been more interested in his Xbox and gaming over me plus bump. Whenever I tried to show him his daughter moving inside me he doesnt care, he stays up late and then is exhausted plus moody the next day. We're being induced on Monday, so we're doing the final prep before our daughter arrives but I'm basically bed bound due to SPD. Today my mum decided to treat me to a new game expansion pack as im bored in bed 24/7. So I've not been able to focus on anything for weeks besides the pain I'm in and being depressed, this game I'm addicted to instantly and enjoying it. Then out of nowhere my boyfriends staring at me every five mins, wanting to kiss me every five mins and all needy. Whenever hes gaming or gets a new game I let him enjoy it. But now I've found something that has peaked my focus? He wants my attention after leaving me feeling rejected for ages. So I told him no, it's not right to suddenly think it's okay to try and be affectionate after rejecting us for so long. Now hes moody and irritable. So I'm getting my fat pregnant ass into the bath, then off to bed.

I'm so depressed and feel so alone, should be excited to meet my daughter when shes born but I just hate my life right now.

Edit:

Hes 28, I'm 26.