Anyone else paranoid!?

Lea • I have a 10yo son and another BOY on the way! #Juneof20

Our Sweet boy was born on June 3rd! I’m so in love but I’m also so paranoid! I never thought much on the virus pandemic until now. I took precautions, sure. I minded how many people I was in contact with snd so forth BUT NOW!?!?! I’m in paranoia hell!!!!! Everything is a germ and potential threat! I’m terrified something is going to happen to my newborn! I keep having nightmares that someone is going to drop him! Is this normal!?! Is this PPD?? I can’t sleep and we have an owlet! I find myself constantly checking it literally every 5 mins! Any help ladies??