My husband and I have been ttc our 3rd for over 3 years, our other 2 are just about teenagers now and we both feel like we're meant for 1 more but it's just not happening. To top it off while we've been unsuccessful my sister had her 2nd 2 years ago and just announced shes pregnant with her 3rd both were unplanned. I'm so thankful for my children I dont want to seem greedy but now my heart just hurts I want to be happy for a new niece or nephew but I'm just feeling so sad about it. A little jealous too. I'm not looking for advice or anything just wanted to get it off my chest somewhere private I dont want my family to think I'm mad or anything I don't know.. good luck to everyone on their ttc journey