Hi so this is kinda weird, but I’ve recently started seeing a guy that I’ve been friends with for a very long time. I travelled a really long distance to see him not long ago. We’ve never had sex with each other (but aren’t virgins). We were in bed, he started eating me out I gave him head we were both having fun but when I was on bottom and pulled him closer (to penetrate) he didnnt seem to want to? I asked him and he said he wasn’t sure, I said we can take our time it’s okay. but nothing happened. He gave me all the signals he wanted to but wouldn’t have sex. I got kinda upset because I travelled 3+ hours to see him again (he recently moved) and he gives me all the signals but doesn’t penetrate? Since then it’s been kinda weird and we don’t really talk like we used to... help? My confidence has gone down so much I feel like I’m not good enough or something I’m just confused. I don’t want to lose him :(