Preparing myself..possible miscarriage.

I think I’m going to have a miscarriage. I had a gush of blood come out yesterday that was bright red and was having lower back pain, and small clots. (still am having back pains after the bleeding stopped so it’s hard to sleep 😢) I’ve been having bleeding since week 4. This is torture and I would rather miscarry then deal with this. My head and heart hurts and I can’t deal with this. This is my first pregnancy ever via <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. I’m 6w 6-7 days now. I don’t know if I should wait to go to the ER this weekend if the back pain continues or wait till Next week to get an appointment for an ultrasound. I don’t want to continue taking my medications this weekend if I’m going to miscarry...I just know at some point in the next week, I will miscarry 😭

Bleeding from yesterday