I hope this is my rainbow baby 🤞🤞🤞

Savannah

Ok so I have irregular periods. October 17th,2019 . I found out I was pregnant 3 days later I had a miscarriage. It took my SO and I 3 years and 10 months to get pregnant the first time .On CD 27 and CD 28 this time I had spotting/ Brown Discharge. It only happened once each day. Now I’m on CD 38 and all I have had was white discharge then sometimes I will have stretchy clear/white discharge when I check my cervix. My cervix are also high and closed. I have took a test a few days ago it was negative. The longest my cycle has been is 43 days it has never went past that .Any idea what it could be ? And no I have no idea when I ovulated .