I hate feeling bitter, jealous and resentment over others pregnancies. I fell pregnant with my amazing man last year and found out on valentines day and then it got taken away from us. Since then I just cant seem to cope with everyones announcements. This week, there's been so many announcements and my friend telling me she's having a girl... i want to be a mother so much it hurts. Nobody understands at all and I cant help feeling this way.