Seizures

So on Sunday afternoon, I woke up from my nap to what I thought was a panic attack. My upper body locked up and started jerking. I was conscious during this part. My husband was rubbing my back as he always does when this “panic attack” happens. After about 30 seconds, my legs start to lock up, I start to loose my vision as I try to yell out my husbands name and real panic starts to set it. Feeling my wrist bend so tight I think it’s going to break, loosing all my sign and completely blacking out. I have no idea what happens after this. I wake up from what was my nap boobs out, drool everywhere to a strange man kneeling by my bed asking me questions I can’t answer and I keep (in my mind) falling back to sleep. I wake up again to a different man on the other side of my bed asking my different questions while seeing my husband crying behind about what felt like 15 men but was only 5. 😂 I am so confused, I don’t understand what’s going on and why they want me to get on the stretcher. Once I’m dressed, and talk to my husband he informs me I had a full seizure, but he thought I was dying. He thought he was loosing me and our son. I have spent the last 48 hours in the hospital having test after test. To find out that don’t know what is causing me to have seizures, but want to treat them, so I don’t loose baby.

I am absolutely terrified. I’m scared my husband has to watch me go through that again, I’m scared my 3 year old will be the one to find me while having one.

I’m scared I loose my baby boy.

Does anyone else have seizures?

Or take keppra??

I’m 18 weeks.