This month I thought was gonna be THE month. I was experiencing a bunch of symptoms associated with early pregnancy, my period was late, then at the end of day 3 of being late I went pee and there was that horrible blood that I was dreading, that meant I had once again failed. I completely broke down emotionally, my fiancé keeps saying its okay but I can’t hear those words, when you feel like you failed hearing that it’s okay doesn’t do much.

I’m so emotional that I can’t think clearly, I almost burnt my house down. I was making dinner for my fiancé when my period hit. I left an oven mitt on a hot burner that was still turned on. I didn’t notice for over 5 minutes when I went to go fill our dog’s water. The mitt hadn’t caught fire but it was extremely burnt and probably would have caught fire soon enough.

How do you through the disappointment?