I wish that second line would just pop up

The only thing I knew when I was a kid is that I wanted to be a mother. Even when I was 14 I told myself if I didn’t have a kid at a certain age I’d just adopt or go to a sperm bank. It makes me cry some nights and others I’m just mad. Mad that my life isn’t what I imagined I’m 21 and I know I’m still young but I thought I’d have kids already. It’s like a hole in my heart I think that’s why I have so many animals.. I just have to keep carrying on.

When you tear the pregnancy test apart to see if something will show up. 

And of course.. nothing does.