I remember someone telling me before I had a baby, to never ever look at myself down there after having a baby. Well... I didn’t listen. After having my baby girl, I was so swollen I couldn’t believe how puffy and fat I felt down there, I would avoid touching it as much as possible but then I decided to face my fear thinking it would toughen me up from the postpartum depression I was dealing with. But it only made things worse. And till this day, I couldn’t get over the big hole I saw. I know that I’ve recovered and went back to normal but I never looked at it again since that day.