3 years & still no BFP !!

Acacia

I know they say to “wait for you time” or “it’ll happen at the right time” but I absolutely HATE this process. Over the past years I’ve noticed how changed I’ve become after trying ttc. I’ve been so angry!!!! I literally get so frustrated EVERYTIME I see someone else pregnant because I’ve been trying for so long now . I get so depressed and angry that all I tell myself is “who wants kids anyways” or “I don’t want kids at all anymore” when deep down that’s all I’ve ever wanted . If anyone has any tips or advice please feel free to comment . At this point hopeless isn’t even the word ... don’t know what else to do.