Sooo ladies, I’m pregnant. Idk how far along and I can’t even have a virtual call until July 10th, I haven’t had a period yet because I ebf, idk when I could’ve or would’ve gotten pregnant, all I know is my husband is recently deployed, and I decided to take a few tests because my “phantom kicks” were pretty strong and I was eventually feeling them/ seeing them on the outside. 3 tests 3 different days, all positive. I tel him, he’s excited. We obviously want to know more about how far along I am, etc.. but like I didn’t even feel kicks the first little until 20+ weeks. This time around I’m feeling and seeing belly movements already (again idk how far I’d be). He’s excited but I’m very depressed with the thoughts of I’m probably at least 17+ weeks and he JUST deployed this month , even if he comes home for birth, he’ll have to go back until March of next year. We have a 14 hour time difference (he’s literally ahead an entire day) and I’m just stressed out KNOWING how much he’s going to miss with our first and how much he’s going to now miss, AGAIN. Anonymous post just cause but all comments are welcome, I am reading them and I do appreciate all kind words.