So I genuinely have no idea what’s going on me with right now but I don’t feel like myself. I’m usually so happy and so bubbly but for the past couple of months I haven’t felt like myself. I’ve stopped being friends with a girl that was just toxic and not a good friend but she keeps trying to meddle back into my life. That’s not my problem.

Every few days I come home from school and I want to cry. The thing about me, is that I never cry. I kind of just build things up and everything just gets too much and I cry and it doesn’t happen again for a few months and that’s always worked for me. But now, I’m crying every week and that might not sound like much but it is for me. My sister just told me she is pregnant and I’m so happy for her and that’s she’s starting a family.

I don’t feel worthy. I’ve never been great at anything and I just feel so average. I feel like I’m no ones number one priority and I think that’s my biggest problem. I hate being someone’s second choice. And the worst thing is, nothing bad has happened to me for me to be feeling like this.

I know I am loved by so people but recently I’ve been feeling alone and lonely and like I have no worth to give anyone.

I had a breakdown at school (I’m in year 11) where my teacher sent me to the counselor who did shit all. I’ve been crying the whole time writing this

Does anyone have any advice?

Thank you xx