Im almost 38 weeks pregnant. My s/o has 2 weeks of vacation he has to book at the very beginning of the year, he booked for july 3rd for 1 week because i wasnt exactly sure how my pregnancy would go, but now that we are almost near the end, i am realizing we cant afford for him to take any time off from work, and that vacation is paid. I am disapointed because i got a sweep and it didnt do anything. I just want this baby out so that he will be able to spend time with me and the baby so i have some time to recover after the fact. I have no support other than him. I got told i can ask my dr to induce me as well but im not really sure what to ask for. Ive just been so anxious because no matter what i do, its failing, ive been doing everything to help naturally induce labour and im not dialated at all. Im not sure if its normal to feel this way, but i feel pretty moody because of my anxiety towards the situation, i feel like it will be my fault if this baby doesnt come out on time for his vacation.. the days seem to be counting down and i feel as if im doing something wrong. We decided if my sweep doesnt do anything when i go in next week, we can try to get his vacation moved to the end of july, the chances of them moving it are slim to non, but i guess its worth a shot. He bid for july 15 but it got knocked back to july 3rd because the other space wasnt available. I feel like its wrong to be disapointed that i havent gone into labour yet, given im not even 39 weeks yet.