Rant because I’m sad.

I’ve been really depressed lately. My marriage has been shit. I run my own business from home and spend every waking hour apart from taking care of my children working and my house suffers. My 5 year olds birthday is this weekend so I spent the past 12 hours painting my kitchen and cleaning so that I could have our families over to celebrate and I couldn’t even finish half of what I needed to and I’m exhausted and covered in paint and blisters and I just feel like no one sees me and how much I do for them. I’m doing my best to succeed at everything and I’m failing at all of my responsibilities. I’m failing at my business, as a mother, as a caretaker. I’m so depressed and worn down and I just want to give up.