My baby hates my boobs so frustrated

So

Every time I give him the boob he cries and makes disgusting face.

I have a strong letdown that chokes him no matter wat feeding position we use and even if i catch my letdowns.

He sucks like one to two minutes at a time and naturally doesn’t finish one side. Takes three hrs of him sucking 1-2 mins to semi finish one side.

I don’t wana pump and this is extremely stressful.

Ughhhhhhhh