Please help me.

Hi everyone.

I have been struggling with a lot of anger and resentment toward my spouse which is making my depression and anxiety worsen. It’s just history that I know about and that I am trying to look past. Not anything that went on during our relationship but what was going on when we were breaking up. Anyway, I need prayers for healing. I have lost my words to god right now because I feel like I just can’t talk to him. Thank you in advance. Please give any advice that may help with my depression, anxiety, and lostness. I have no hope right now.