I did it

I’ve always had a toxic family, my mother is an addict and I haven’t spoken to her for about a year now, my dad is a dead beat that does nothing but cry about how my mother put him on child support and that’s some how my fault. I’ve dealt with so much in my life with no help and every time I try to speak on the pain they caused me they would always dismiss it and tell me well other people have different issues they go through and I need to stop thinking about myself and think about the problems they have to deal with. I’ve been raped, abused, and almost sold off for drugs many times and if I dare bring up how I’m hurt in the slightest it’s an issue I crawled out of all of that all by myself and put myself in a better situation with no support. I tried forgiving my parents but honestly I’m better off without them today I addressed my father and told him about himself as a person and how he needs to open his eyes and take responsibility he then cursed me out all over Instagram calling me a bitch and said he’s not even sure if I’m his child I told him I’ll do is both a favor and never return back to his life. It’s better this way I as alone my whole life anyways. It just sucks my son will never have grandparents from either side cause my biological parents aren’t shyt and my boyfriends parents passed away a long time ago other then the woman that adopted me and me and my boyfriends grandmothers those are the only grand parents my child will know but it’s better this way. I finally let go off the hope of having some sort of family, I’ve made my own and we’ll do just fine.