Messing with my emotions

I’ve been wanting baby #2 now for quite some time, but my husband isn’t quite ready. It’s something I would think about every single day, multiple times for the past couple of years. Since the pandemic, I have been distracted and haven’t been obsessing as much... but recently, my husband has had the attitude of “if it happens, it happens” .. so we haven’t been as strict about using condoms (although he still pulls out)... well he seems to think that if he goes inside of me for two seconds, then I’m automatically pregnant whether I’m ovulating or not 😂.. but anyway, after sex he will ask if I think I’m “with child” lol.. I always hope I am, but deep inside I know it’s very unlikely. (We’ve used the withdrawal method before very successfully).. but then today, my mom texted me and asked me if I’m pregnant because she had a dream that she was pregnant. In the past, she would often dream that she was pregnant and then a family member would announce their pregnancy shortly after. I know it’s more than likely just a coincidence, but I keep hoping that maybe, just maybe there’s a chance I got pregnant accidentally 😩😭😂... but of course, I still have a week before my period comes. I’m not very good about being patient. 😒