Could this be implantation related even though it’s only tiny and not red/pink?

I’m 9 DPO and CD 32 today but with really irregular cycles, anticipating starting my period on Monday CD 37.

Had cramping the past couple of days, some which felt similar to period cramps but others that felt different. Eek!! Thanks ladies!!

Edit: Later the same evening, scared my body is playing tricks on me and I’m about to start a period, even though my cycles are never a ‘normal’ length 😫