Relationship problems😔

Hey so yesterday I was with my boyfriend and my best friend and my other friend and he all the sudden got sad so I tried to talk to him and he got salty and then we kinda talked it out but he didn’t want to get rlly sad in a public place so when we got home he told me that he was jel that me and my boy bsf are really close and he says I don’t appreciate when he makes an effort to do somthing and then we talked it out and it was fine later that night we called and he ended the call because I was “making fun of his music” when i was only messing around and he knew that and I want to break up with him because I lost feelings but I can’t bring myself to doing it and I feel like it would be better if I broke up with him because I’m a ass to him somtimes and I know he is to me to but I just can’t bring myslef to doing it even tho he wants me and this girl that we hang out with to kiss all the time