I’m miserable

This is my 4th baby and 3rd I’ve breastfed. She’s making this whole experience unbearable. She literally cries all the time if I don’t have my boob in her mouth. She’s producing tons of diapers and gaining weight fine. It’s 12:30am and she’s been up since 9 nursing and won’t go to sleep at all. I’m at my breaking point I don’t know what to do. I’m in the verge of giving up breastfeeding because I shouldn’t dread every time she wakes up. I can’t enjoy my last baby and all I want to do is cry. She also won’t sleep unless she’s being held or on the boppy lounger I have tried letting her nurse/sleep beside me in bed but she won’t she just grunts the whole time. Every evening around 4-5 she goes into this feeding frenzy mode and will literally scream bloody murder if I take her off the breast even just to burp. Makes it difficult to cook, eat or spend anytime with my other kids. I feel like my 2 year old and 6 yr old are going to start hating me because this baby takes every second of my life .