Lol I know that sounds dumb but I just hate my boobs now!! I’ve always had like PERFECT boobs. So perfect that they started rumors about me in high school that they were fake. I know I shouldn’t be, but I’ve always just kind of been a vain person. Not that I think I’m so super hot, but I hold myself to a high standard that is probably a bit unrealistic. For example, I’ve gotten lip injections to make my lips fuller and more attractive, I wear tight pants in fear of looking “frumpy” in pants that are slightly baggy. Make up often. Name brands. They way I look is important to me. I struggle with depression so controlling my looks can really help me feel more in control of my life and it makes me happy to look good. So I had a baby and that alone ruins boobs, but then after my baby I gained 60 lbs. I’ve now lost that 60 lbs (F26/5’4 [187.2>130=57.2lbs lost]), but my boobs went from a 36DDD to a 34D and they’re....😅 it’s almost as if the fat and muscle has separated from the outer skin. So my boob skin is just loose and saggy. I tried those sticky bras and it gripped the skin but not the whole boob. I’m embarrassed about my boobs. I don’t want my husband to see them and Im constantly trying to take nudes for my husband so I can angle it properly to make my boobs look acceptable. He thinks I’m crazy and I think he’s probably right, but I’m sad about my boobs and I’m terrified of surgery.

Edit to say that I am afraid of getting surgery because I have heard that the pain from breast augmentation is unbearable. Someone told me that the worst part is the weight of the implants, that it feels like you’re being crushed under a truck.