I have severe fibroids thats affecting me badly, need them removed, but I've been given june 2021 appointment.

I'm super depressed, I said to my husband I wish to die, I don't want to die, its just im in so much pain.

I need an appointment this year they refuse to give me one. Anyone know what I can do as its affecting me more and more each day in the worst way.

Im a Careworker and its affecting my mental state, so I'm off work for a while now, I love work but I can't work with these.

I'll end up making mistakes i don't want that, anyone know what I can do please?

I also lost my baby and won't be able to ever have any children ever again they say.

I also have septate/bicornuate uterus. A problematic young woman.