Hi friends,

I am needing some support right now as I'm feeling super emotional and worthless. My 4th <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> failed and I'm starting another cycle. My insurance requires 6 <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> prior to doing <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>.

I went to the doctors to start my 5th cycle and I saw a different doctor because of timing. He looked at me like I was crazy when he saw it was my 5th cycle and asked if it was insurance that was making us do this many. Like do you really think I'd do this to myself?!

Then he started the Ultrasound and was saying how well hes seen some women get pregnant on cycle 5 and 6 but it's rare so were probably wasting our time.

This made me feel terrible and I've been in a downward spiral today since my appointment.

I feel out of control, like were wasting our time, anxious, stressed, and ultimately I just feel so damn worthless.

My husbands sperm is fine they actually said hes above and beyond. So I'm here not getting pregnant and it's been a year since we started trying and I've had 1 miscarriage back in november.

I feel like because I'm not getting pregnant I'm not able to do what I was put on the planet to do. I feel worthless.

Any words of encouragement or anything you're thinking. Please comment. I would love to hear from you.