Should i text him?? NEED ADVICE

So i met this guy on tinder two years ago. Our first go round things were great, we weren’t dating but we had fun. I cut him off bc i found out from one of his friends girlfriends that a show he invited me to(he also invited other girls he was talking too there and we were all talking to each other but didn’t know who each other were...) so i cussed him out and said don’t speak to me. A few months go by he contacts me randomly bc he drove by my old apartment. Fast forward to April of 2019, we started talking and doing everything together. But in the beginning we said we didn’t want a relationship and i eventually caught feelings.. he’d come over all the time, we talked daily, did arts & crafts together, spent 4th of July together. During the fall we talked about going to NOLA, on my birthday he and i got an air bnb went to the club and literally danced till we were exhausted it was so fun. He and his sister spent thanksgiving with my family and i. I was there for his sisters graduation ceremony. But we never had sex! I never had sex with him bc i didn’t wanna fall into not knowing what we were and throw sex ontop. I was so afraid to lose something good i just kept my questions to myself and worried in alone so often. Finally January of 2020... were cuddling and i ask him to finger me. It was the first time he’d done that. The next morning i woke up bawling my eyes out bc in my gut i knew i needed to ask him what the hell are we doing. I finally mustered up the strength to type up a text and ask him. Hey what’s going on? Why are you being flaky w texts? Why are you texting me like days at a time? I sent it on a Monday. Wednesday rolled around.... still no answer. So i blocked him. I forced myself to move on bc he was just flat out ignoring me and i was so confused and just really needed him to answer. Fast forward, in March my friend went to a party and he was there. I hugged him so tight and he was like i responded i promise i did! Did you block me?? I’m like yeah... you responded too late you can’t do that to me. But I’m w my friends I’ll see you later and left. It was SO HARD to just walk away but i needed to have focus and divinity... i texted him on his bday mid March and he responded but i just wasn’t interested in conversation at that time.. haven’t seen him since but i think about him all the time. I wanna reach out what happened? Did you ever like me? But i don’t know if i should. This is our second time, talking and then we just go months without speaking. I don’t stalk his social media or anything but i miss him what should i do i want closure bc i dream about him too :/