So overwhelmed and sick of life

I am so sick of having to wake up EVERY FUCKING MORNING TO WORK AT A JOB I HATE! I am so irritated. My sons father has been out of work since this whole COVID bullshit has happened mind you he wasn’t let go he quit. But here I am still having to go to work EVERY fucking day to make sure I can pay for bills while he sits at home and doesn’t do shit! Doesn’t even clean. Not to mention doesn’t have our son because he goes to the babysitter. I hate the job I’m at because they take advantage of me ALL THE TIME but I can’t even quit now because then we won’t have any income. I’m over this. I’m sick of this COVID shit. I am sick of busting my ass at work for legit EVERYTHING to go to bills and not have a single dollar to myself. I’m about to break.