Thoughts?

Hi ladies 🥰 sorry about this long story but I don’t really have anyone to talk to as I’m currently out of state.

My bf and I flew out to Kansas to visit his parents. This is the first time my bf and I have traveled and will be sleeping together. Back at home, he lives with his godparents and I live with my parents. When I met my bf I knew he smoked weed. I have never done any sort of drugs so I really don’t know how it feels like to be high nonetheless the feeling of withdrawals.

My bf has been acting so weird. So before we had our flight. My bf was paranoid. He kept telling me this would be the longest he would be without weed in his system. I’m thinking “what? 10 hours is a lot?” Whenever we hung out he never smoked it in front of me. We would sometimes hang out for 6 hours a day. The whole morning prior to our flight he was sweaty. Now....I understand it is hot here in California. He Came to my house since my parents were going to drop us off at the airport. We had breakfast and I kept observing his behavior. He was so anxious and biting his lower lip. We had breakfast at Denny’s and he hardly ate. I kept telling him, “babe are you okay?” He said he was scared of the plane ride. I told him he should get some PM pills for the flight. So we went to a drug store.

So we went to the airport 2 hours before our flight. Due to the COVID new regulations, it takes longer. They take so many precautions. My bf was so mad the whole entire time!!! He was desperate and anxious. He couldn’t stay still in the lines. He does have ADHD but I had never seen him react this way. He even yelled because i wasn’t walking fast enough. So he went and bought a Starbucks. He drank that so rapidly. At this point I’m concerned. I ask him again, “babe are you fine? Don’t worry the flight will be ok?”

So we finally board onto the plane. Oh my god another NIGHTMARE! He kept saying it was hot so he takes off his shirt and leaves his undershirt. He takes off his socks and shoes. I’m like um?? Are you ok? He gets mad saying that the plane was hot. He starts turning around until he lays his head onto my shoulder. He finally manages to sleep.

So we land into Kansas. He seemed a little better. His parents and a cousin picked us up. So my bf leaves me behind. He rushes to say hi to his parents and then takes off with his cousin in another car. I heard him tell his cousin “let’s get the Fuck out of here” I’m literally just stuck with his parents. His parents looked at me confused asking if we fought. I told them “no” and we start driving out to their house. We got home around 5pm and my bf got back around 7pm. I’ve been pissed. He said he went to get weed and he showed me. I’m so confused. Is weed is this addictive wtf 😒 I’m reconsidering this whole trip and relationship