I don't want to get my hopes up

According to glow I'm 6dpo, I've had some really light couldn't even call it spotting, egg white like discharge, I had some cramping a few days ago and it hurt when so and I bd the other night, I'm irregular so if I'm late I just put it down to that but I've been more tired than usual through the day but then at night I struggle to sleep, I've read insomnia can be a symptom but I really don't want to get my hopes up. We've been trying 2.5 years and I'd just love to start our family. We've had tests done and we haven't really been told anything and we were going to start treatment before the virus hit.

I just wish that I could see those 2 lines and not read into every "symptom"