Just need to speak my feelings

Slowly falling into a depression ... started hating how I look feeling ugly fat like my boyfriend would be better off with someone who’s not having problems like I am giving up on myself because my boyfriend friends stole my social security card my state ID & bank card had to claim that they was took from me ... so now i can’t do anything find a job or anything and I’m 12 weeks pregnant because they ask for 2 forms of ID & I don’t have one & I can’t get a next one till next year may because of everything that’s going on & I feel like I failed my child already & that I’m going to fail as a mother because everything is falling apart had a job interview and all they didn’t hire me because I don’t have 2 forms of ID & that I’m pregnant