Weight gain after marriage

I’m newly married (6 months 😊) and between new birth control, being quarantined, and just other things in life (like being stuck living with our in-laws because we got stranded bc of COVID and switching medications for my depression) I have ended up gaining around 15lbs. My husband has also gained weight (probably around 25lbs) but I still love him obviously and nothing has changed. But I feel like for ME I have become just soooo self conscious and I am worried he won’t be attracted to me anymore. I’m 5’7ish and when we were married I was about 162lbs. Now I’m about 175-177lbs.

I just want to know if anyone else struggles with feeling this way when it comes to their significant other. He always tells me I’m beautiful and is so affectionate and warm but I just feel ugly and don’t want him to think that about me.

I know it’s “normal” to gain a bit of weight after getting married and it may not seem like a big deal but I used to be bulimic and I always fight those tendencies to lose weight in a bad way.

I’ve joined the gym for two weeks now and have been trying to eat better but still feel gross. I just need reassurance🥺