It’s either my dreams or my marriage

I’m a stay at home mom. But I’m also an artist full time while taking care of my kids. This isn’t a hobby I pay taxes and work my ass off. Without it I would likely be forced to go back to working a job I will be guaranteed to hate. My husband has made it clear that he no longer wants me to do this which is my entire goal in life that makes me happy and I have so many ways I want to grow my business. He feels it takes up to much time and I sacrifice my time with him for my business. I reserve 2 hours minimum after the kids go to bed at night for him but apparently it’s not enough. Most days he gets more than that. I can’t afford childcare. Our marriage has been unhappy for awhile and I just don’t know that I want to sacrifice my dreams and goals for the chance that it’ll somehow fix our issues.