I don’t want to get my hopes up

Megan

I’m 19DPO, my period is 5 days late. All good signs right?!? But after trying for 3 years and every time I’ve thought maybe....as soon as I’ve told someone or bought a test my period has arrived. But not yet this time. I’m terrified at how excited I am at the moment. We decided to test over the weekend so we’re both home. I don’t want to have gotten his hopes up and then disappointment 😞

I had cramping for the past few days so just waiting for AF to rear it’s ugly head. I’m so all over the place. I’ve also had a creamy/stringy discharge (I took a photo).

I don’t even know what I need from you ladies. Just struggling! Am I looking for something that’s probably not there?