Everyone around me has either had ease getting pregnant or currently are pregnant or has never tried and aren’t ready for that step in their life yet so no one understands my grief I feel every single month I get that negative and even when getting that negative still trying to have hope that it is too soon to test and that’s why it’s negative until my period comes and crushes me

My best friend of 13 years just found out she was pregnant (it was an unplanned) and I so badly wanted to be happy for her as she’s super excited but I’m in tears and I phoned my mum for someone to talk to and all she says is your time will come I have no one who understands how hurt I am and we’ve only been trying for 8 months I have no idea how you guys who have been trying for years do it honestly cause I’m broken