Anyone else freaking out? This is my fourth pregnancy in the last year and a half and after having three miscarriages (at 11 weeks, 5 weeks, and 6 weeks) I am really struggling to believe this one is going to stick. I've heard the heart beat twice, once at 7 weeks (136bpm) and then again at 8 weeks (172bpm), but I'm still in disbelief. I go in again on Monday at the 9 week mark. If everything looks good, I will be "graduating" to my OBs care and will leave the fertility clinic for good. I'm nervous. I have moments where I feel excited, but mostly I struggle to believe it's real. I want to enjoy this, not be constantly worried. Any advice you can share is greatly appreciated.