I'm 26, he's 30 we've been together a few years. His family is heavily pushing marriage and kids etc. Long story short, I hate the way I feel on birth control. I turn into a bitch, we fight, im irrational etc. I told him I don't want to take birth control and now he doesn't ever want to have sex or do anything. Before I used to have to beg because he never wanted sex only on his terms. Im irritated because we are grown fucking adults, I've put my whole life dreams, career, everything on hold for him to achieve his dreams. I've sacrificed so much for him, literally my life! It feels like I'm always last on the list to him. I feel like I have no say in my life or my body anymore. Everything is on his freaking time or it never happens. I know this post is all over the place but I'm just so pissed off. Can't wait to start birth control again tomorrow and suffer and bleed every other week and feel like shit just so we "don't get pregnant" like we're freaking teenagers or something. UGHHHH