Today I feel such a sense of relief. My husband and I, I thought we were doing pretty good! I’ve been nothing but supportive. Emotionally, physically, mentally. I never got the same back from him but I didn’t give up. I thought maybe he just doesn’t understand and his way of showing love is just different than me. I felt lonely. I felt unfulfilled. I felt like I needed to find a way to express my depression somewhere else. But I didn’t. I continued to be supportive and faithful and kind and tell him nothing but encouraging words. Today he opened up to all his mistakes. All his sins of lust towards women that were not me. Thank the Lord he never acted on those sins. He would tell people he was unhappy even though this whole time I remained supportive, faithful, and whole heartedly put him before anyone else. He let bad influences corrupt his thoughts and his mind. He let the enemy in and it started to destroy him. But God was there and didn’t leave him. God showed him his sins and stopped them from becoming anything more. Because God knew that I couldn’t handle that and would have left him. But he didn’t want to lose me. He didn’t want to break our family. He told me everything. I knew there was something. I felt that behind his words “Everything is fine. I’m okay.” I knew there was more. But I let myself think that I was just being too emotional. I was just being jealous. I was lied to by the enemy. I trust him and he wouldn’t hurt me like that. He was on the path to hurt me with one of my worst fears. But he owned up to everything and I feel that love again. I feel more peace between us. I didn’t give up. I could have. I could have decided I deserved better. But I didn’t give up. Thank you, God. Thank you for restoring his heart. Thank you for everything. Please let him continue to grow and never let anyone else influence him in the wrong direction.