So i feel like I’m losing my mind.

I have insane guilt for keeping my child away from others. That includes strangers of course, family, and friends.

I feel like I’m not giving him what he needs socially. Like he’s not having the experiences he needs to grow mentally. He’s timid and get overwhelmed easily with new places (the beach was challenging). I know I’m following the cdc recommendations and keeping distance. I know why o need to and i see the numbers that are rising and my family is becoming more and more affected by the illness.

But i also see my friends having play dates, I’m being invited to go to dinners and I’m making myself crazy wondering if i should relax and do it for my sons sake.

I feel like such an oukast and i feel like the only safe thongs we can do is hangout in our back yard (it’s currently 95 degrees and mosquitoes are a huge issue) but we can’t even do that for long because my kid gets so hot.

Idk. I’m struggling today wondering if I’m making the right choices or if I’m over reacting.