Real Talk, Pregnancy Sex Edition

Hey, Ladies. I’m curious how you all felt about sex while pregnant. At first I was scared and my body was super tender everywhere, then it got better, but now I just have no sex drive/desire... I feel guilty, because I know my husband wants to have sex, and he has made comments like, “if/when you feel ready, I’m here!” but he never pressured me into anything... but now I’m feeling bigger (I’m 20 weeks now) and awkward and I don’t want any post-sex cramping/spotting to happen to scare me, but now I feel like I’m pushing him away. If I told him these feelings, and I have actually, he says he’s not feeling pushed away and that he totally understands. He says he wants me to feel comfortable and tells me how great of a job I’m doing in this pregnancy. But I feel like I’m creating a distance between us because of my lack of intimacy initiation 🤷🏼‍♀️ What are your thoughts / experiences?