Needing some positive vibes...

Jessica
My SO texted me 45 mins ago to tell me he's at the hospital... 
I have absolutely no way of getting there to be with him...
I have no car, no friends to drive me, no money for a cab, no family close by, and there aren't any busses because the town we live in is TINY... 
He's there for something he already has a doctors appointment for so he's not there because of an accident or anything new but that doesn't change how I feel about it... 
I'm worried.  I'm scared. I feel useless and guilty for not being by his side and having no way to get there... 
I'm trying to stay calm and be positive  but the voices of my anxiety and depression are winning the battle... 
I just want him to be okay...