I'm 2 weeks post partum now and EBF.. I feel like it's all I do and at night I get so frustrated I have to have my boyfriend take the baby out of the room for an hour so I can compose myself and close my eyes. I'm not sleeping when he's with me, and when someone holds him during the day so I can nap I still can't sleep. It's taking such a toll on me.. Also because I feel like all I do is sit or lay down to feed him I only eat 1 meal a day.. I know it's not healthy but I literally have to force myself to eat the one.. I love my baby and love caring for him but I feel like I'll never be able to leave the house again